so confused. again.

i guess i'll never be the perfect child
no matter how much i try
no matter how many times i convince myself
that i can.
i guess there will always be that part of me
that's never quite right
that can't just go overlooked
that just gets picked on
and it will never go away.
i can't change it
even if i correct it
no matter how many things
i do right.
can't everything that's right
cancel out everything that's wrong?
isn't there more of that?
did i actually do anything right
or am i more than just a waste of space?
am i delusional?