different sort of poem

I NEED AN IDEA.
something that i put my all into.
my excuse for never having enough time.
that gets me ready to wake up in the morning
and eats away at my sleep at night.
that distracts me while i'm driving
that people get tired of hearing about
that my appointments get scheduled around
that i just
can't
stop
thinking
about.
at home
at work
that makes me drop my food when eating
and trip down the street when walking
and doesn't let me go to the bathroom....in peace.
that doesn't ever leave me alone.
that becomes so big that i need to call in backup.
that distracts me from the weather
that keeps me away from the real world.
that saps away at my boundless energy.
now that's the kind of idea i'm looking for.