identity crisis

i'm a lot deeper than a lot of people know.

i love all that girly crap, i really do, but i love being original too. i make sure that i never look like anybody else and i'm really, really emo and you wouldn't know that by looking at me. i'm a romantic FOOL sometimes and i get pissed off easily. i love being the center of attention and standing out. i love being in charge and i love helping people. i think humility is overrated but only if you have a reason to not be humble. i may not be humble but i'm not easy on myself at all. i'm really a freak if you think about it.

sometimes i want to try things that are so out of character for me just to see the reactions. is that...odd?