you can do what you want, just seize the day

what ur doin tomorrow's gonna go ur way.

i want to tell a certain person how i feel about him. Dani thinks i'm obsessed, Ann thinks he feels the same way, and others have said that i need to pursue this. i've always been outspoken, and i've always been good at expressing in other ways how i feel about a particular guy. i never have, however, been good at actually saying the words, "i like you...or as they would say at the local junior high, i like-like you." my new theory is that you know you like someone when you promise yourself that you're not going to make that daily pilgrimage to see them and lo and behold, you kinda mosy over in that direction on automatic pilot. i want to tell him how i feel. i'm trying to figure him out. and if he does feel the way that i do, he's prob also afraid to say it out loud.

i'm already listening to that Mariah Carey Christmas song, "All I Want for Christmas is You." This year, it's actually true. i wonder if he would think i'm a freak if he knew that.