ooh, i'm CONFOOSED. haha

back to Salve tomorrow.

i don't know whether to be excited or sad. both, i guess. i've missed Salve all summer and now i get to be there...but i get to miss NY.

i've wanted to cry all day. and then i'll hear something that randomly reminds me of Salve and i'll get excited. and i'm going to miss Rachel.

and i'm nervous about...seeing 'you.' i've been doing that stupid thing that people do in the movies..rehearse what they are going to say in the mirror when they first see that person. hasn't exactly worked...i don't know what i'm going to say except....'hi.' wow, imaginative. it's been a really long time.

and i'm not looking forward to the irrational gracie voice in my head yelling at me to study more. contrary to popular belief, I DO NOT LIKE TO STUDY. i just like the results.

i'm all mixed up!!