doesn't everyone come and go?

if i was just going back to the fun part of Salve i'd be so, so excited right now.

but i'm not.

and i have to go back to missing people. but different people than the people from Salve that i've been missing all summer.

why can't i be one of those people who loves one place and hates the other? that would make leaving the place i hate and going back to the place i love so, so much easier.

i never made anything easy for myself.

i KNOW that EVERYONE GOES THROUGH THIS but i just feel things deeper than a lot of people do (and the people who love college and hate home or hate college and love home only go through it once...i get it when i leave college and leave home). i've been told that i 'take friendship very seriously.' let me rephrase that...i take ALL relationships very seriously.

i am SO, SO sick of random people Who Knew Me When I Was As Big As Their Leg asking me how college is and If I'm Excited To Go Back. now i'm going to have to answer how my summer was and talk about what i did. i think it's going to be that way for the next three years. after a while you sound like a broken record.

i need to make an album of pictures from this summer. there are so many.

and...i'm really, REALLY going to miss Margaret and Suzanne.