[there's a light at the end of this tunnel you shout]

...cause ur just as far in as you'll ever be out.


i don't know why teachers/professors seem to take pleasure in loading their students down with work, but they certainly seem to. i don't feel homesick, but i felt derpessed because my Aunt Flo came on Saturday, and i threw a fit on Sunday over...spilling chocolate milk. lo-sar much?
i had my bio test today, i had a buttload of reading that i didn't understand, and i have a dbq due tomorrow. and i didnt know what was going on with other crap, so i completely lashed out at my mother and at K for no reason that was either of their faults. but once i settled down, i realized that after tuesday (whilst this meant not being able to watch House and taping it instead) i would have barely any work the rest of the week. i realized that tomorrow is Halloween, which i keep forgetting, and i'm actually going...trick-or-treating with Kim and Lily. i'm such a dork, but i'm so excited to go. so i calmed down and felt better. i need to do laundry desperately, but i'll figure it out. i was even able to go to sky ranch with Dani last night to take a study break. we has a laugh with Shane and Shirley and then we talked FOREVER and then i had to go study bio.

today started out great because i got a 100 on my calc test. no joke, 100. i was so effing happy. then lunch was fun per usual. then spanish was hilarious, and the bio test was truly not that hard. now i have mads and fun night at campus min and then i have to do the dbq. dinner will prob be sky ranch again...but the fact that my parents are coming friday also helps. i just have to get through tonight. that's all. and then i'll ultimately be home free.