not this again...

i can't hang on anymore
to what i thought we had.

i float on through the everyday charade
but my head explodes with hurt.

now i'm far from where you are
but even when i was near
you never came.

do you regret it now?
do you miss me when i'm gone?
do you even give a shit?
HOW WOULD I KNOW?
it's almost as though i don't know you anymore...or maybe i never really did.

it takes a rare breed
to drive me to this level
of what feels like insanity

i'm too tired to sleep
i'm too drained to think anymore
my mind plays like a broken record on auto-pilot
and i'm just in my own fog.

but maybe the end of this
is the most sane deed
that i will ever do.