Today, I realized that I have no idea what that ONE thing is that makes me happy. I have no reason not to...I got a 3.82 last semester, I'm a member of a nationally accredited honor society, I'm on Student Government, I have great roomates, I sing well (or so I think), I'm a mentor, and I will never see a student loan for college. Yet already I've changed my major once, I have a minor, I'm almost falling asleep in one of my classes for my current major, and I'm thinking about either adding another major or changing yet again. And yet even if I find something that makes me happy, chances are I won't make a lot of money...which means I won't be happy...which means that my parents wasted a shitload of money on a college education. My father makes a lot of money, yet he sits behind an overcrowded desk and yells at incompetent people who owe him beyond belief, all day long. They tell you that college is that time where you will figure out what that one thing is...yet, you have to pick your major SOPHOMORE YEAR...it's not just Salve. They all lie. A year and a half is REALLY not enough time to pick a major and decide what it is you want to do FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE...although, when it comes down to it, there's really only two choices: live in a box, or be my father. FML.
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Gracie-- you are a WRITER... keep on WRITING!!!! review restaurants (but start eating seafood for goodness sake, you even live in RI!!) and remember how FABULOUS you are! Love the pink font! It's so YOU!
bonne continuation,
"madame" (yes, THAT one)
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