i used to be that girl
all alone
but never complained about it.
not a big deal
not a problem
somehow i'll make it work.
but i'm not that girl anymore
i'm never alone
truly happy
but don't disturb the peace.
honestly.
don't bring me back to that place
don't make me live it
don't turn on me
don't make me the loner
all over again.

i've been fighting a cold since monday. i just can't stay on my game this week. sometimes you lose, i guess. but i'm not about to just throw it in. NEVER.