bah humbug?

i had a great birthday.
i had two productive days of getting ready for Christmas.
i've seen a few people.
Gauri's coming tomorrow.
there is lots of snow outside.

so...why am I sad?

1) i don't want to get a fake tree, even though it's really the best move we could have this year.

2) guess who i miss???? yeah...i think you know. this is ridiculous.